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Wednesday, 10 February 2010

What does the future hold?

What the future holds is a big question, and one which I've been trying not to think about. I've just finished Lorna Wing's very good book, but it did make me sad towards the end as it talks about how life may turn out. There's a chance that Sasha may be dependent on us for a long time to come, which is of course not what anyone really thinks about or hopes for when having children., much as you love them! This made me a little sad when thinking about the future and effect on Tamsin also - instead of the close/best friend sibling that we thought we were in a way 'giving' her, it could be that she's in a very different situation and will always have to be the caring one. It may also mean that she has to be more mature for her age than her peers in the coming years, and I really don't want her magical childhood to slip away from her. However, it is of course true that not all siblings are best friends anyhow, and we never did really know what the future would hold, so there's no point dwelling on it.

Probably feeling slightly down today also because we received a copy of the report written by nursery in order for them to put in a claim for funding for extra help for Sasha. The nursery has been very good with Sasha, and I know she's very happy there. Although they may not have had a lot of experience with autism as it is a relatively new nursery, I feel confident that the owners are happy to be involved and even pro-active (something I've already been warned is less likely to happen at school). The report was one which I also completed as Sasha's mother, and it's a tick box checklist of various things that the child can or can't do at certain ages, split down into categories such as fine and gross motor skills, self-help and independence etc. I guess the most disheartening thing was that Sasha seems to come up with a learning age of just 6-12 months when it comes to expressive speech and language skills, and only 12-18 for receptive language, play and early learning and social and emotional development.

I'm already dreading Tamsin's next parents eve, as I feel we will have to talk about Sasha as well as Tamsin. The teachers should be aware of it for Tamsin's sake so they can understand if she makes reference to her sister, but also for Sasha's sake if she is to go to the same school as Tamsin. Forewarned is forearmed as they say, and as I already mentioned, I've heard from various sources that it seems to be a real struggle to get the statement.you need to get extra help in school, so maybe other things will need to be put in place. I'll need to start making enquiries about how they would deal with Sasha starting, as well as looking into specialist schools to understand our options. Seems like school is a long way away but I'm sure it will come around quickly.

Sasha has started creeping into my bed extra early in the morning now, so I must go to bed early!

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